Showing posts with label Education. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Education. Show all posts

POM 101

I completed the Protection of Minors Training this morning. 

Why is this important - while a majority of students are not-minors,  universities do cross path with thousands of children each year with all the programs they run., ~50K kids/year at Vandy, per the training. 

Apparently 1:10 kids get abused (median age 9) but only 38% disclose and 90% perpetrators are known to the child. Types of abuse include physical, sexual, neglect and emotional. 

When it comes to abuse, most just focus on the physical or sexual parts. I want to address childhood "abuse" in the context of disabled kids who are also subject to endless rounds of emotional abuse and neglect all through childhood. It's terribly unreported, not even acknowledged, and we carry lifelong emotional scars well into adulthood. 

Here is a small example: Throughout my special education years in elementary I was moved around multiple classrooms, sometimes are many as 4 in the course of one school year. How is that not emotional abuse by teachers who openly did not want me in their classrooms and resentful of my presence. How does that make a small child feel. How it is that the very people we are supposed to trust to nurture and support us (the 98% of folks we are surrounded by), end up as the perpetuators of lifelong emotional trauma for us. 





Informal Removals

This is so deja vu for me. 
Never mind even the struggles involved in getting access to general ed classrooms, 
even special education classrooms only want the Good Patients. 
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https://www.nytimes.com/2023/02/09/us/students-disabilities-informal-removal.html?fbclid=IwAR36fyuIXrWPV7QZMxdeHt_HPxYJy9___BwxYS0k7YIEKBarCdHdrxEAW4U


"During her son’s elementary years, Ms. LaVigne was called almost daily to pick him up hours early because he was having “a bad day.” By middle school, he was only attending an hour a day..."

"...tactic that schools... use to remove challenging students with disabilities from class. The removals — which can include repeated dismissals in the middle of the day or shortening students’ education to a few hours a week."

"In a report last year, the National Disability Rights Network, a national nonprofit established by Congress more than four decades ago, found informal removals occurring hundreds and perhaps thousands of times per year as “off-the-book suspensions.” The report said the removals also included “transfers to nowhere,” when students are involuntarily sent to programs that do not exist."

"The removals largely escape scrutiny because schools are not required to report them in the same manner as formal suspensions and expulsions, making them difficult to track and their impact hard to measure."

"continuation of the practice sends a terrible message to students and to school communities about which students deserve an education.”

Academic Reading

Question I was asked. 
Are you able to read with your eyes or do you use a reader or other device?

Print vs e-copy
My fine motor means I don't have good control with turning pages, one page at a time. So I do prefer a pdf or e-copy. Advantage of electronic, you can zoom in, which is useful for those tiny numbers/labels in graphs or diagrams. 

Reader Specifics
The actual reader does not matter. Use any text-speech software/reader that works for you. 

For my laptop, I use Natural Reader, which can both read out PDFs as well as act as a text-speech voice for conversations; necessary for someone with very limited talking ability like me. 

If you know of other text-speech or reader software for laptop/iPad/phone, please drop a comment below. 

To use or not use a Reader
Using the actual reader is context dependent and mood dependent for me. 

Text Heavy Material
Readers handle most text-based social science/humanities materials well. 

For text heavy material, text-speech software is definitely useful in unexpected ways. 

For instance, Disability Studies scholars like to use complex, almost convoluted language, which is ironical as it then becomes inaccessible to the very disabled population being discussed. In some of these papers, it can take many paras/pages to get to the point of what they are really talking about. Which can be a very impatient reading experience for someone like me. So you can let the text-speech just go on in the background and your mind will pick up the important points of what's said somewhere in there without having to listen to every word. 

Science/Math Books
While text to speech software is great with humanities and a majority of social sciences, they are not as good with science/math textbooks. It can only be a supplement at best for science.

1. Mangles and Winces. 
Calcium ions Ca+2 is "ca two plus," (which sounds like someone is choking) or "California two plus"

Na+ is "nah plus;" someone just negating their 'no' with a plus. 

2. Images
And when the text to speech encounters diagrams it wants to just rattle off any readable labels it finds, sometimes in random order,  and may even skip some, which is very confusing. Not all labels are readable either. 

You want to spend just that little extra time on diagrams and graphs and that needs to be done visually. 

When using a reader with science and math, you may need the book in front of you when trying to read it and follow along and wince every time it messes up.   

Maybe there are solutions out there that I'm yet unaware of. If you know of any, please leave a comment. 

Speed of Reader Output
In general I find that the text-voice-output is too slow. 

I like to play my read-aloud voice software anywhere from 3-5x (or greater) speed as I still find that my mind is racing faster than it, and I get impatient with its slowness (ADHD factor?). 

So sometimes it just easier for me to quickly visually scan the page (with my eyes) rather than wait for the voice to play catch up. I do tend to read fast. 

Is 3x-5x (or more) reader speed too fast?

I've been told in the past that a faster (3-5x) voice-speed was "too fast" for me to be able to learn. 
Au contraire!

When I went to the PD Soros conference in New York last fall, I met another PD Soros fellow at Harvard Law who is also blind. His screen reader plays at 5x speed or more. He explained that he was hearing at the speed of reading with the eyes. That is his ears were acting like his eyes. Apparently, that is perfectly normal in the blind community.

I was rather relieved to know that my asking for a faster text-voice speed is not so unusual after all. And maybe reading much faster like visual scanning is not unusual either. I know my sensory system is all over the place, maybe my senses are compensating too. 

Optimize Input-Output Time

While not every autistic is the same, I think it's worth exploring what makes for a more effective learning style for each person. Think of how can you optimize input-output balance with respect to time.

A slower output (due to oral motor apraxia, fine motor and other issues) does not have to translate into slower input (absorption of cognitive material). I think that's how I've been able to manage academics time-wise. My output is clumsy and slow but my input is pretty fast. Which is probably the reverse for NT peers. They type away at enviable speeds. 

Focus & Attention

A caveat of course is that my ADHD and OCD's means I do tend to get easily distracted; makes me concerned as I may miss things that are important. When something interests me, I will hear every word and see every pixel and grain.  But how can I listen/read/attend if a variety of OCDs is for instance, keeping my focus on that piece of lint on a student's jacket that is five feet away and which needs to be removed immediately; or my ADHD that keeps my mind keep flitting from one thought to next.

Some fellow PhD grad students mentioned recently that they like to listen to brown noise/ pink noise while they study for focus. While I've heard of white noise (which I don't like as  I find it adds to more static-noises in my head), this brown and pink noise is new to me. I think its worth exploring though. 

Context and Mood dependent
Autism does not look the same every hour and every day. It's not predictable what the next hour will look like. Sometimes I'm more visual, other days I'm more auditory and some days I need both. Sometimes my mind is tired and sluggish and in a brain fog mode. Lots of causes - maybe a barometric pressure change, med effects, weather, you body just not there. There are days, not much sinks in visually. A text-speech reader of books is definitely helpful in those times as a supplement to tired eyes and tired brain. It's one more modality of input which can definitely help. A slower reader speed can potentially help those times. 

Tweak what works for you for each situation, each hour, each day. 
There is a lot of tweaking and fine-tuning involved. 

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Tell me more about your learning style. What works. What does not. What tools do you use? What tools do you need? What more can be done?
Comment below or use the anonymous google form. 




Loneliness

Factoring in disability, tends to, I think, further intensift that loneliness because as a disabled person you already were existing on the fringe socially to begin with. 

Good insight from Nikka 

Image Description: Blue background with text that reads: So many [grad students] feel lonely at different times and in different ways. You’re making such a big leap from undergrad where everyone is basically in rhythm with one another, to graduate school where everyone is out of sync and working solo. It's a Lot!




Responses

Leading me to think anew about how to foster collaboration in graduate school. Everything after higher education requires teamwork, why don't we teach and learn with greater intention this way?


This is so true. I saw my cohort in person for orientation and then I pretty much never saw them again. This was largely because I was living and working in another city and attending classes virtually. There just wasn't the same sense of shared space & time that college provided




Hope for 2023

Hope for an awesome 2023

I wonder what 2023 will bring?
In the Possibility of Me.

Dare I hope from others
....Surrounded by folks who are patient, encouraging & empathic towards my disability
... Make kind friends outside the classroom


Slow purposeful strides, an elephant I want to be.
... Relish learning and knowledge coupled with endless curiosity
... Use Advocacy & Research to add more pebbles that widen ripples in the pond of change.
... Giant leaps on the journey to emotional equanimity (mood continues to be tough nut)
... Learn to better manage & cope with the vagaries of my unpredictable disability.


Proof of not learning



Well said, Cal!



It's really amazing how many things are considered proof of not learning. 
We're learning all the time. 
Just because we aren't learning what/how/why/where you want doesn't mean we aren't learning! 

- Cal Montgomery


#Redefine_the_Table 

Cal stays at #1 Public University 9th year in row


Proud of my alma mater. for such a memorable undergrad experience. 

@harisri108 #UCBerkeley #CalAlum #belonging


 

Degree



Guess what came in the mail. My official degree certificate.
Highest Honors and Highest Distinction  

Guess what came in the mail. 
My degree
more than a piece of paper, a signature, a golden seal
opportunity of education and knowledge
open avenues to contribute. 
paper of accomplishment .... an acknowledgement of me
soul satisfying 









College Autism Summit 2022

College Autism.Summit 2022 hosted By Frist Center for Autism and Innovation at Vanderbilt University.

Headed there in a bit. Looking forward.  https://collegeautismnetwork.org/




They Can and They Will

 

On my facebook feed


Well said Paul - "... have a child or young adult with autism -ANYTHING is possible! Don’t let any teacher , family member “ friend” or anyone say your child can “ never” do x y or z . They can , and they will."

Simple Beginnings

Got my own personalized Labcoat at the Simple Beginnings Ceremony today for incoming PhD students.

The term Simple Beginnings is taken from the end of Darwin's epic work as he has had such an impact on scientific thinking in the last 150 years.

This labcoat is so beyond cool. A labcoat for me symbolizes access to mainstream education.

Grad school is intense which super exciting and metaphorical fingers crossed I can succeed and get to do meaningful, ethical and impactful research (metaphorical as fingers crossed is not an easy motor-planning movement for me)

Image 1: Program head Dr Bruce Carter at podium announcing each student and their research interests. Kate Stuart, (Director of strategic affairs and events with Biomedical Research Education and Training) putting on my personalized lab coat. putting on my personalized lab coat. Audience and other students lined up in foreground.

Image 2/3. Sitting in audience before/after I got lab coat. Close up.of labcoat with my name embroidered. Other side of coat says Vanderbilt school.of medicine.










Getting Real

Attended my first PhD Dissertation Defense session by a Vandy PhD Student on Enlarged Vascular Spaces. 

Its getting real...., classes start in 2 weeks!!! Excited and also terribly nervous. 



The Lab Coat - A Simple Drop of Joy

Through much of my special education years, I had yearned to be given the opportunity to learn science and math like my non-disabled peers. And a lab coat was one symbol I associated with this access to mainstream education and mainstream science. After all only the students in mainstream education got to wear lab coats - the rest of us got to wear aprons, at best, for what seemed like kindergarten activities on repeat. 

I finally did get that opportunity of access to mainstream curriculum in high school and got to wear that lab coat. It was a simple drop of joy. 

The physical part of science lab has not been easy for me whether it was the delicate equipment /materials (which call for a great deal of fine motor skills and coordination) or the gear I was asked to wear. For instance, the lab googles given out to students with the heavy rubber straps at the back felt too tight and constraining on my head and the sensation of disposable gloves never felt good on my hands and the impulse was just to take them off. It took time and effort to figure out that there were slip on lab goggles much like sunglasses.  Wearing those disposable gloves for any length of time took a lot of effort and practice. Doing labs required a lot of planning and teamwork from students around me.

At least the lab coat itself did not present challenges. That was totally doable.

It was rather serendipitous to receive this email today about the upcoming "Lab Coat ceremony" in September for incoming students where I will get my own personalized lab coat. 

I started with simple beginnings, now going to an event titled Simple Beginnings. A simple drop of joy for me. 

Dear incoming 1st-year PhD graduate students,

On behalf of the Biomedical Research Education and Training office at the Vanderbilt University School of Medicine, I want to share my excitement in having you on campus very soon! We want to celebrate you at our annual Simple Beginnings ceremony where we recognize you and your research interests while awarding each of you a personally embroidered lab coat. .....









Vanderbilt Admission

 A nice advance birthday gift. 


Dear Mr Srinivasan
On behalf of the Graduate School and the School of Medicine at Vanderbilt University, we are pleased and honored to offer you admission to the Doctor of Philosophy program in Neuroscience, beginning with Fall 2022 semester....



Impact of Parental Training and Race on Services Negotiated at an IEP

This was an research paper written for my Psych 167AC Stigma and Prejudice Course with Prof Mendoza-Denton. 

(NOTE: The data itself is all made up - that was the point of the project but all the lit review and findings very much reflect reality of the ground situation for many families with autism)

Impact of Parental Training and Race on Services Negotiated at an IEP


With a diagnosis rate of 1:54 children, Autism Spectrum Disorder or ASD, has of late become the most rapidly diagnosed neurodevelopmental disorder. As a result, an increasing number of children are entering the special education system. While free public education for non-disabled school age children in the United States has been around for more than a century, the inclusion of disabled students is fairly recent with the 1975 Individuals with Disabilities Education Act, or IDEA (DREDF, 2014). IDEA stipulates that students be included in the public education system with related services, “if students require them in order to benefit from specially designed instruction,” (DREDF, 2014). Given that autism is a spectrum disorder and can vary widely in how it affects a specific individual, there is no uniform set of services that can be applied across the board. Thus the type and hours of services a child actually receives is negotiated at the IEP (Individual Education Plan) meetings between the school district and the parents of the child. The only redress to IEP disagreements is through mediation and lawsuits which can be intimidating for parents who enter the system with little to no knowledge of disability education.

Parallelly, Correll et al. (2002), points to societal judgements made about the Black community; that they are somehow less deserving. Goff et al. (2014) highlights racial bias in that Black children are thought to be less innocent than their White counterparts. What this racial bias translates to is substantial delays in the diagnosis of ASD for Black children, after the parents initially expressed concerns about the child’s development, despite the parents having health insurance (Costantino et al., 2020). Delays in the referral process and lack of timely ASD diagnosis often meant missing the crucial early years of services that could potentially lead to better outcomes (Dababnah et al., 2018). Non-White parents were often told that it was not ASD or given other diagnoses (Martinez et al., 2018). The 2020 Obeid et al., study further demonstrated implicit racial bias in ASD identification and stigma. In the study, White participants were more likely to diagnose Black children with conduct disorder and White children with ASD while the reverse was true for Black participants. In addition, Black parents themselves would delay in reporting ASD symptoms, mistaking it for disruptive behaviors, compared to White parents, even if the symptoms were more severe (Donohue et al., 2017).

Hypothesis: Parents who undergo IEP training will get more hours of services for their autistic child from the public school district as compared to parents who don’t, and the service hours are moderated by race, such that White parents will receive more services for their autistic child than Black parents.

Method


The sample size was 100 parents (either father or mother) of children with a clinical ASD diagnosis of elementary age, attending a special education program in the United States. 50 of the parents were Black and 50 were White. Each racial group was further divided into two groups, the experimental condition attending a one day training on special education laws, legal rights and the IEP process. The control groups did not receive this IEP training.

The study uses a 2 x 2 design. The first factor of parental training was manipulated with two levels, training or no training. The second factor of race, had two levels, Black or White. The dependent variable in this study was the number of hours per week of related services negotiated at the child’s IEP meeting between the school district and the parents following the training (or control). Related services refer to additional services on top of what is provided to all students in a special education classroom. These include 1:1 support hours, speech therapy hours, occupational therapy hours, behavioral therapy hours etc. Aggregated data for the four levels were analyzed.

Results


Descriptive statistics of aggregated (fake) data for each of the four profiles are summarized in the table below. The mean for the different profiles is also represented in graphical form below.






Discussion


The data from the study supports the hypotheses. The above graph clearly demonstrates a main effect of parental training level, such that a IEP training is positively correlated to more service hours that are negotiated with the school districts at IEP meetings, independent of race There is a second main effect of race, such that the school district provides more service hours to White children rather than Black children. In addition, as is evident by the differing slopes of the two lines representing race in the graph, there is an interaction effect or a joint effect that cannot be explained away by each main effect in isolation. Thus while parental training leads to better outcomes in terms of service hours, this effect is moderated by race, such that being White leads to better outcomes than being Black.

Though it is not designed to be so, in reality the IEP has become an exercise in skill and artful negotiation. On the one side are school districts which are historically underfunded and under-resourced so will watch every dollar that needs to be spent despite laws that insist on appropriate supports to enhance inclusion. Part of the issue is the ongoing stigma around disability itself, that it would be a waste to spend resources on kids who would not improve anyway. On the other hand are the needs of autistic children; effective and timely delivery of support services can positively impact their outcomes further on in their lives.

The results of this study are therefore not surprising. A working knowledge of and training of their child’s rights under IDEA and understanding the IEP process gives parents the confidence to act as an equal amongst the professionals, educators and other experts that dominate the IEP table. Trained parents can argue for and justify the need for services. For the same reasons, trained parents are better equipped to go to mediation or sue in order to resolve IEP disagreements.

The other main effect of race has historically been an issue across the board as discussed earlier in the introduction section, and it is not surprising that this is the case when it comes to services received by Black children than White children. Black children may be seen as less deserving of services and more so if they have a disability which already has a lot of historical stigma attached to it. So while the trained Black parent is able to obtain more services than a non-trained parent (irrespective of race), the effect is dampened by the race factor. That is to say, for the Black parents, the gap in services has not closed due to the fact of training alone.

This study has major limitations. Outcomes cannot be limited to just two factors as there can be other extraneous issues that come into play. For instance, funding for school districts is often linked to property taxes and poorer neighborhoods housing minorities may be even more resource constrained. The severity of ASD and other comorbid diagnosis and conditions have also not been factored in.

A future direction would be to further examine this interaction effect and also examine the effects of severity of ASD, and resultant outcomes in terms of services received.


References


Constantino, J. N., Abbacchi, A. M., Saulnier, C., Klaiman, C., Mandell, D. S., Yi Zhang, Hawks, Z., Bates, J., Klin, A., Shattuck, P., Molholm, S., Fitzgerald, R., Roux, A., Lowe, J. K., & Geschwind, D. H. (2020). Timing of the Diagnosis of Autism in African American Children. Pediatrics, 146(3), 1–9. https://doi.org/10.1542/peds.2019-3629

Correll, J., Park, B., Judd, C., & Wittenbrink, B. (2002). The police officer's dilemma: Using ethnicity to disambiguate potentially threatening individuals. Journal of Personality and Social Psychology, 83(6), 1314-1329.

Dababnah, S., Shaia, W. E., Campion, K., & Nichols, H. M. (2018). “We Had to Keep Pushing”: Caregivers’ Perspectives on Autism Screening and Referral Practices of Black Children in Primary Care. Intellectual & Developmental Disabilities, 56(5), 321–336. https://doi.org/10.1352/1934-9556-56.5.321

Donohue, M. R., Childs, A. W., Richards, M., & Robins, D. L. (2019). Race influences parent report of concerns about symptoms of autism spectrum disorder. Autism: The International Journal of Research & Practice, 23(1), 100.

DREDF. (2014, March 09). Individuals with Disabilities Education Act (IDEA). Retrieved from https://dredf.org/legal-advocacy/laws/individuals-with-disabilities-education-act-idea/

Goff, P., Jackson, M., Di Leone, B., Culotta, C., & DiTomasso, N. (2014). The essence of innocence: Consequences of dehumanizing Black children. Journal of Personality and Social Psychology, 106(4), 526-545.

Martinez, M., Thomas, K. C., Williams, C. S., Christian, R., Crais, E., Pretzel, R., & Hooper, S. R. (2018). Family Experiences with the Diagnosis of Autism Spectrum Disorder: System Barriers and Facilitators of Efficient Diagnosis. Journal of Autism & Developmental Disorders, 48(7), 2368–2378. https://doi.org/10.1007/s10803-018-3493-1

Obeid, R., Bisson, J. B., Cosenza, A., Harrison, A. J., James, F., Saade, S., & Gillespie-Lynch, K. (2020). Do Implicit and Explicit Racial Biases Influence Autism Identification and Stigma? An Implicit Association Test Study. Journal of Autism and Developmental Disorders, 1. https://doi.org/10.1007/s10803-020-04507-2


CHAS EDI International Conference on Neurodiversity December 2020

Neurodiversity : A Paradigm Shift in Higher Education and Employment. 3rd and 4th December 2020.

https://www.ucd.ie/chas/newsandevents/chasediinternationalconferenceonneurodiversitydecember2020/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aA3s_MjqihM

Speaker and Panelist at Stanford Neurodiversity Summit




I was a speaker and Panelist at this year's Stanford Neurodiversity Summit.
College Track Session on Oct 20, 2020

https://youtu.be/Jhbpz3Idqhs
Talk ("Hari As Possibility") is from 1:48:38 - 2:05:33
Panel Discussion 2:47:33 - 3:40:27

Link to my Powerpoint is at https://youtu.be/usyoXWV73QA
All days are on youtube